Monday, November 7, 2011

Staring at your pictures...

Tonight I was able to stare at your handsome face and smile instead of cry. I may not be able to do the same tomorow, but I thank God for a wonderful day. I still can't believe you are gone, but now that you have walked hand in hand with Jesus I would never want to take you away. I miss you my sweet angel...but I love you enough to continue living the best way I know how...serving Jesus and looking forward to that day when we will meet again.

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  1. I need the help and support from parents who lost son or daughter by murder.

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  2. Thank you for starting this blog. I hope you get many, many good responses. Watching a loved one die in such a horrid was is insidious. I am truly sorry for your loss and wish I had the magic word to help make it become accepted by you. I am also suffering. Maybe we can work on this together.

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  3. What I have done was continued her facebook page that she started and allowed all who want or know her to post things they want to say. Hopefully, they will receive peace from doing that.

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  4. I am disturbed by a dream I had that my husband and I were at my place of work after hours when my daughter knocked on the door, came in and asked us to protect her from her soon to be ex husband. She knew he would find her and bring her back. Why am I still having dreams that she needs protection from him? She is with God now.

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  5. I am so sorry about your daughter. I can't imagine how painful it must be to know that another person took your child. I am hurting so bad, and I am so angry at cancer, but I always am able to come back to natural cause taking him away. I have a neighbor that lost their son nearly 14 yars ago to murder, and the father still cries when he speaks about it. Thank you for sharing and I pray that this blog may help you, and "us" in some way. My son has a facebook page also, in some way I feel he is still alive when I go back and read his old posts. God Bless You!

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  6. What your son went through was hideous. I can understand your anger at cancer. I lost my father and my uncle to cancer. And we are losing my sister in law to bone cancer that has gone in remission twice. This time they will be sending her to the Mayo Clinic. Maybe this time. She is losing bone mass and has very little of her jaw left. She cannot walk anymore. And I still cry for Chad's mom. She lost her son by Scott's hand too. He had children who don't understand why their dad was taken from them. And no, God bless you for your kindness and prayers.

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